Sunday, April 25, 2010

No Words

My dad died today. We're heading back to the U.S. in the morning. TOIAW will be with me. This is unbelievably painful. My heart is broken in a million pieces right now. I just can't believe it's true but I fear it is.

My grandma died two years ago on this same day. I hate 25 April.

20 comments:

Soapchick said...

Oh no Rachel, I am so very sorry. You are correct - there are no words. My prayers are with you and your family during this very difficult time. I'm so sorry hon.

Kymberli said...

I'm so, so very sorry. I'm keeping you and your family in my prayers during this difficult time.

N said...

I'm so so so sorry. Thinking of you and holding you in my heart. ♥

The Gutsy Mom said...

I love you, Rachel, and I am praying that the Lord guides you through this terrible and heartbreaking time. I am glad to know that TOYAW is with you and that you are headed home. Many, many prayers.

AKD said...

Oh, Rachel, I was just praying for his health this morning. I am so sorry - I can only imagine your pain. I'm sending you so many prayers and so much love; I also pray that God guides you through this, as well as your entire family.

Tracy said...

I am so very, very sorry, Rachel.

HereWeGoAJen said...

I am so sorry. I will be thinking about all of you.

Rachel said...

Rachel, I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. Hoping that you find love and comfort with your family this week.

Delenn said...

Coming from L&F--so sorry for your loss.

Rach said...

I'm so sorry.

I remember the morning that I got the phone call to say my Dad had died. He had terminal Cancer, it was expected but it wasn't expected to happen so soon. It was the day after my birthday.

You are never prepared to lose a loved one, may you find peace over the next couple of weeks.

xxx

Kari said...

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. My prayers are with you and your family.

theclam said...

Rachel I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my Dad a mere 3 months ago and know how aweful you're feeling right now. Sending you HUGE HUGS from South Africa.

xxx

(LFCA)

bunny said...

Here from LFCA to say my heart goes out to you. My father died a year ago last week, and I am still unable to believe it. I hope you can find yourself remembering him with some happiness soon. While I still cry every day, I find that I also laugh, too. My most sincere condolences to you and your family.

Kelly said...

I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

LFCA

Kelly said...

I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

LFCA

areyoukiddingme said...

I'm so sorry...I'll be praying for you and your family.

Suzy said...

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. Wishing you peace and love at this sad time.

Ashley D said...

You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers

Peaches said...

Rachel, I am so very sorry. I cannot even imagine the pain you must feel. I hope you can hold on the fact that you were able to be with your dad last week and he know how much you truly love him. May you find a way to get through this difficult time. Hugs to you.

justine said...

Oh, I'm so sorry to read this. There isn't anything right to say when this happens, but I will be thinking of you ... my own dad died seven years ago of a quick-advancing cancer, and there isn't a moment I don't miss him. *hug* to you ...